The Rubinshteinic Guide to My "Mad Genius"
The Rubinshteinic Guide to "Mad Genius"
"I find it fascinating that the look often equated with one's own madness is also the look of someone being totally AWARE of the horrors of reality in all of its dark and glorious nature" -- John Duran
"You know, appraising is about investigating what something is worth, not assigning new value to it." -- Esoteric Source
"Have you forgotten? I do not lie." -- Esoteric Source
Introduction
I cannot believe in solipsism. I am too aware of the fact I was made and shaped in the image of a flawed mind and being. I thus understand the flaws of everyone and everything, including myself.
In order to rectify from the comfort of shadows... understanding flaws of everything, and myself, is imperative.
I observe the flaws of the world around me ever since I was a child, and early on, my understanding grew profoundly of the fact that this world is worth forsaking.
The Rubinshtenic Comparisons
The physical traveler seeks answers without the mind to understand the world's perceived absurdity without traveling. The genius mind sabotages their own progress over "time", handing out the impression of incompetence, because they see no point catering to a world that understands not what they do.
Thus, with perceived carless-ness the genius mind retires early on, while the physical traveler retires only very later in life.
In their own self-sabotage of orthodox progression, the genius may already deduce profound insights from the backseat of their own solitude.
The genius mind embraces true, fearless nihilism and sees the point of despair, as that which gives them hope for a reality unexplored by the physical traveler.
The physical traveler moves according to trends, whether they set it or not, for themselves, without understanding the bigger picture.
From the back seat, the genius mind already makes the connections, the deductions, the flaws, the virtues, of many, many possibilities, and comes prepared whenever preparing is needed, as they unexpectedly subvert the physical traveler's understanding...
Every...
Single...
Time.
The physical traveler risks their mind and sanity over a future unknown, only to admit ignorance later on.
The genius mind understands the future by developing several theory of minds, and avoids most encounters, not out of fear, but out of voluntary despair, and self-sabotage of opportunities. The genius mind embraces a theory of universal ignorance.
Within each opportunity, the physical traveler sees not the bigger picture, but ideas and concepts they fail to question nor criticize.
In his ruthlessness, the genius mind tackles down all the ideas, all the concepts, to the point the physical traveler's understanding of reality is burdened down.
The physical traveler forgets often, and risks themselves of physical injury over many many mis-steps. What they mainly see is a tunnelized version of a metaphysical reality.
From the backseat, the genius mind sees the picture from abstract screens, connecting points, drawing parallels, and avoids the world purposefully and ethically.
The physical traveler cannot pierce reality beyond their mental cages, very often.
The genius mind, in ruthless asceticism, sees reality more and more for what it is, and gives up on most of it, with profound truths they already understand, long-long before the physical traveler.
The genius mind penetrates all of the tunnelized concepts with overwhelming, intense mercilessness, in conserved energy they see no point to waste on a reality already deduced by their minds.
The physical traveler appears highly competent.
The genius mind appears highly incompetent, even mentally handicapped, handing out the impression that they are not reliable sources of understanding in any way, shape or form....
The genius mind enjoys and romanticizes despair, as a key to hope un-explored by a humanity that grows more brain-rotten.
That is, despite the fact the genius mind understands reality exists beyond the lens of impressions.
The genius is rejected as insane, as mad, with understanding profound to the point of scaring off most folk.
The physical traveler may be respected by their peers, but would only understand their profound loneliness, later on in life, and many other things, later on, too.
The genius mind retires himself remorselessly. The physical traveler sees the pointlessness of humanity only extremely later.
In self-forced anonymity, the genius mind makes the world cater to him, with people few, who are truly capable of conceiving a mind as great as theirs.
In self-forced catering, the physical caterer, rots their brain, catering to others, every single day, in a fake, para-social reality that cares not for their loneliness (which they may themselves, may deny).
The genius mind challenges not only the perception of others, but also the perception of themselves.
The genius mind... tries to understand their own genius, which even they may perceive as utter madness, as utter absurdity... compared to people, highly-regarded for intelligence they do not necessarily posses.
The genius mind sees reality as an evolving, multitude of factors, to the point that the physical world and the internal world overwhelms them greatly, unless they are to practice asceticism to be stronger and develop virtue without education.
The physical traveler's internal world is far shallower, as they cater to a world that fails understanding them properly.
The genius brain's traveling is done from within. The physical traveler's journey is often without, rarely within.
The genius brain naturally develops unconventional methods and techniques that remain obscure to physical travelers. Physical travelers tell genius brains things they already know, and then are surprised why the genius brain is unpredictable, but only in their own, tunnelized lens...
....
With time, and in my mentally-elder age, I can understand quite well... quite well why this world forsaken the very late master that made me... A genius woman in her own right, which was herself surprised every-time of a world that gradually saw no reason to entertain her mind.
Her genius successor observed this as a child, and drew the parallels even back then, just as he does now.... a world still confined to the same corrupt trends that prospered 20 years ago, which only made the world more and more corrupt.
Indeed... it is no wonder my late sought her own demise, for that one event that triggered my amnesia in 2007, was not a tunnelized state...
No! It was a result of a multitude of factors, as every situation is!
And as the physical travelers tell the genius mind things for they have the greater "experience..."
In their decreasing hubris, the physical traveler admits ignorance, admits helplessness, admits defeatism, and the many insights the genius traveler already deduced as a child.
The genius mind sees no reason to cater to a world that fails understanding them, as they easily understand the world. The physical traveler sees reason to understand the world because their lack of creativity prevents them from seeing the bigger reality, and the unconventional solutions which the genius minds easily secures as a force of habit.
The genius mind utilizes the impression of unreliability for his or her own favor, growing their mental age on purpose with dark reflections and media. The genius mind uses darkness for the greater good, and despair for greater hope.
The physical traveler fails seeing the interplay of all these values and concepts, and only starts to appreciate the genius for the genius he is, extremely later on.
...That is while the genius mind is seen as the ignorant one, and already knows this, and uses such ignorance as good reason to forsake and discard disabling normalcy, in order to do not what the world wants, but what they want.
In their external despair, the genius brain finds great hope in an entrapped freedom which only later retirees get.
The genius brain subverts this world, grows himself with innate understanding of many things, which lay beyond the physical traveler's conception...
The genius brain accepts death for death is inevitable, unless he or she refuses to give up just yet.
The physical traveler sees death as unfortunate and mourns their dear ones, a departure the genius has already foreseen in their mysterious understanding.
The genius brain is seen as the villain as the many good things they did, they see no reason to boast about. The norms do not matter to them beyond the necessary evil of survival and expression.
The physical traveler thinks norms are reliable and live in a matrix of their own making as a self-coping mechanism, made to deny their confrontations with the monsters, lurking deep within them.
...While the genius brain already deduced that the universe is a consciousness, and in ruthless dark training, unseen by anyone but themselves, sees reality for the inverted interplay that it is.
The genius brain masters philosophy, thus masters many other fields in life, while still handing out the impression of incompetence.
The physical traveler masters a profession to retire later on in life, while the genius brain already retired himself on purpose.
For the physical traveler, partaking is how they understand.
For the genius mind, it often takes a small situation to evaluate profound insights and the drawing of accurate parallels between several factors at the same time.
For the physical traveler, this is unpredictable and overwhelming.
The genius mind appears antagonistic and repels by existing.
The physical traveler fails developing boundaries, thus is opened to excessive vulnerability by a world that easily sees their mind...
The physical traveler rarely sees their own mind, and the mind of others, better than their own mind.
Simple minds understand each other simply. There's direct, effective depth in simplicity.
The genius mind is seen as one unable to develop theory of minds... While the genius mind does just that, because for him this is Tuesday.
Many geniuses may draw wisdom from within themselves to apply into the world above them. Many sages did so, like Socrates, a "mere" stonemason.
The genius mind may, with disciplined advance, tackle the same challenge for a whole day.
The physical traveler may utilize their own learned helplessness to avoid tackling challenges, while the genius mind may tackle several challenges at once as a force of habit.
The genius mind doesn't care about the cracks of the physical traveler's perceived "understanding", and just keeps on cracking, leading to cognitive dissonance in the physical traveler's brain....
How is the physical traveler's understanding, with all years of experience, fails easily compared to a genius whose "madness" is only perceived... (As anything else by the physical traveler?)
For the genius brain, internal explorations are necessary and imperative to draw out profound conclusions on reality, for they all ready understand, intuitively, interconnectivity and interplay between several factors... with themselves being one of them.
Their detachment is because they see no point to partake normally, when the norms failed something deep within their normally-sensitive origins.
The Enemy
The norms compelled people to forsake my master in their natural tendency to foster and encourage learned helplessness.
The norms are the main problem detected.
The norms are the problem which I shall be remorselessly eliminating for the rest of my life, as a result.
I cannot believe in solipsism.
I may only appear a solipsist, a narcissist, and an egoist, despite my free contributions to this world.
Only minds capable of understanding, will understand and respect from afar.
Lesser minds will laugh and go away. Lesser minds, in option 2, will justify their own learned helplessness, to avoid. Lesser minds, will avoid either way.
Superior minds understand their minds are the enemy within. Superior minds shall therefore challenge their own mind to challenge the very world they are stored in, with no escape.
Superior minds are not mad. Superior minds do unconventional things without care, and hand out the impression they are dependent more than they actually are.
While they are the ones whose understanding increases....
Every,
Single,
Time.
The Extra Comparsion
The superior mind will reduce everything to data to re-engineer their brain in a way that makes their own internal reality bear-able, and still avoid the world.
The physical traveler would just watch what is forever sealed away from their conventional understanding, as the superior mind will draw out profound conclusions to each reply they receive from the other person.
The other person, with years of experience, would understand overtime just how weak they really are in their understanding, the less and less of an ego they have.
The superior mind, like a turtle, would appear slow and retarded, while they are the strongest in all things unconventional, and with whatever they decide to set their eyes on.
The superior mind accept their fate peacefully, with this appearing foolish.
The physical traveler would be terrified of endings already predicted by the genius brain.
People don't approach the genius brain. Physical travelers reach other physical travelers with no question.
The genius brain is the one handing out the permission to be addressed, with their choice being so powerful, they may end up alone either way, in a world that fails conceiving them....
...While the genius conceives the world well in a regulated, regimented, militarized and industrialized habit.
The Embraced Identity
I am Master Numi's Ultimate Soldier.
I care not for this world, but for a world of her own design, passed unto me, after we watched the greatest speech in cinematic history, in March 8th, 2003.
Not for power, not for evil but for good.
Passively, as I rest and live my own life, through the growing understanding and acceptance of readership....
And as she deduced herself... in 2003...
"Rubinshtein shall be the first that will march, and tackle every problem, every issue, until the very planet is at the grip of the Pax Ethica, and the world shall bow down to my vision in humble gratitude".
In her learned helplessness, she couldn't rectify the world. She needed me.
And in her departure from this mortal realm.... she needs me the most to carry such a commandment out....
...As world rectification.
...And in my perceived incompetence... I march forward with theory of minds failed on me....
And all I want to do, is to rectify the world, as she asked of me.
I long for a past long gone, not.
Manipulation thus is irrelevant when my very own ulterior motive is not even ulterior, but clear as day.
If thou seeks to volunteer, seek my mail... Mrtomasio@philosocom.com
I forsake much of this world.... for the world has forsaken her.
"The World" goes for those who see compassion and caring for each other as a sign of pity, not strength, and escapism from ethical conduct as objectively good.
"The World" has forsaken Ester Clara Drucker Novodvorski.
Rest in peace. I refuse avenging you. I prefer helping this world instead.
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